;Saturday, February 28, 2009
wow my 1st book out since i 1st go NDU.so many thin happen inside. i do so many physical training and swimming. i feel myself stronger. hehe. i need to stay in camp for 2week for conditioning ourselves to military life. cos we no longer is civilian. haha. is a great diff between tis 2life. military life is more disciplined not like civilian life is u can do what you like but not in military. i become tanned and abit fitter than before. everyday training is almost push-up, chin-up, swimming, marching, running, and some other exercise you never know before de. my goal is fixed and i will keep goin toward this goal.
MY GOAL IS BECOME A WELL TRAINED DIVER!i will let my girlfriend be proud of me.
i will keep update once i book out again
sainz goin to book inback again tmr 9pm.
Good luck to my friends and brothers
PROUD TO BE A NAVAL DIVER! HOOYA!11:16 PM
;Thursday, February 12, 2009
ytd was me n wan xin de Part2 Chapter6. we didnt celebrate much cos she nid to take care her sis. cos her parent not at home. so we whole day at her hus. but we still veri hapi wit it. sainz...still got 6 days left.. i cant bear to leave baby alone. sob sob. i will miss her lot lot. mayb is cos i cant bear to leave her so i not being myself. i nod i hurt her alot. 6 more day to NDU.. start of my national service day. going to be a man le. argh. i reali love baby de but owaex upset her alot. argh i hate myself so much. owaex say wan to change but yet no result. haiz. so lousy of me. no improvement frm me at all. i feel like dig a hole n go in n hide. i reali not a perfect boyfren jux a lousy jerk. owaes promise something but neva even reali carry out e promise. can some1 teach me how to change... i reali wan to change even better. although everytime she say she don suit me but actually is i not suit her. she reali a nice n kind gal. she so caring n forgiving. she owaes forgive every wrong thing i done. haha i feel so useless. i don nod wht i can talk to her abt? i reali scare i make her angry agn. i owaes so careless de don nod how to see e sitution de. argh !$#@%$#@$#@. haaaaaaaaaa........... ha~ra~hi~ta *stomach shouting*. tat all le. Sa~yo~na~ra
PROUD TO BE A NAVAL DIVER! HOOYA!5:15 PM