;Thursday, February 12, 2009
ytd was me n wan xin de Part2 Chapter6. we didnt celebrate much cos she nid to take care her sis. cos her parent not at home. so we whole day at her hus. but we still veri hapi wit it. sainz...still got 6 days left.. i cant bear to leave baby alone. sob sob. i will miss her lot lot. mayb is cos i cant bear to leave her so i not being myself. i nod i hurt her alot. 6 more day to NDU.. start of my national service day. going to be a man le. argh. i reali love baby de but owaex upset her alot. argh i hate myself so much. owaex say wan to change but yet no result. haiz. so lousy of me. no improvement frm me at all. i feel like dig a hole n go in n hide. i reali not a perfect boyfren jux a lousy jerk. owaes promise something but neva even reali carry out e promise. can some1 teach me how to change... i reali wan to change even better. although everytime she say she don suit me but actually is i not suit her. she reali a nice n kind gal. she so caring n forgiving. she owaes forgive every wrong thing i done. haha i feel so useless. i don nod wht i can talk to her abt? i reali scare i make her angry agn. i owaes so careless de don nod how to see e sitution de. argh !$#@%$#@$#@. haaaaaaaaaa........... ha~ra~hi~ta *stomach shouting*. tat all le. Sa~yo~na~ra
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